skrg kan udh kelar uas nih dan gada remed, jadi...........sman 90 officially nganggur, well at least untuk kls 11 dan 10.
nah skrg mulai drmn ya hmmmm
all that i wanna say is: im giving up
its not like giving up with the meaning 'throwing' up what ive struggle on. and i cant called it as struggle too i guess:/
so. all that i can say is 'ikhlas'
its not easy as you could see. and its not the first time for me. i didnt say that im used to feel this. nope. but the best thing i can do is trying all over again
i didnt say that im so over it, im just saying that im regret
yeah. it sucks
it feels like..........................theres nobody really need you. feels like youre unrequested. alone. alone by yourself
the one that got away could be the bad that god choose to leave us soon as possible. cause god know, the best thing for us doesnt always the best that we want.
i didnt say that im talk-non-self. im just trying to be more mature. its not because i want, its all because i need.
the more we grow, the more rough the life is.
right now all that i need is dismissively
and the funny thing is, when everyone left you behind, theres always someone else to help us get up from the fall
people leaving each other for some reason. for me, they got nothing. and now i have nothing
what can i learn then?
well. it taught me nothing except never trust too much on someone you never sure.again.
even the simpliest sentence could encourage me back
its all happen for a good reason. i always believe
the hardest thing about those good reason is just the part where we have to let go. let go everything that marks on our heart. still remain as the memories thou
thats the prove.
i guess im done writing. let just start the new chapter. im moving on
i will. i just dont know when
